Thursday, February 16, 2012
Tests are done... and we wait
It's sooo frustrating. Yesterday at 10:00 all of Clayton's tests were done. We've been told the Radiologist, Oncologist and the whole team reviews the findings then meets with us regarding diagnosis and treatment. This waiting time is the hardest. It's like we sit around knowing that all of these other people know what our future holds and what is going on with our son, but we dont.
We discussed driving back to Waco overnight, but decided not to in case the hospital called us for more tests, etc based on their findings. We are really missing our kids, they are missing us, and we want to be together as a family again. You just don't realize what a special gift being together is until you're forced to live without it. It's so hard. My girls are getting upset about not having their mom. Clayton is asking to go home.
Last night clayton asked me why we were at the doctor because his ear is sick, but nobody is checking his ear. They're checking everything else. Such a hard hard question to answer. He's scared, acting out and ready to move on.
As you can tell by the pictures, he's not sick, so this is confusing to him. So, please pray that we will have the best possible news tomorrow morning at 7:45. Please pray that we will be able to see our kids this weekend. Please pray that Clayton will have a peace in his heart right now too. I know he's getting scared. Our family REALLY needs your continued prayers. Love you all.